Writing Life
Sometimes I need to screamSometimes I need to write it all outSometimes I need to stressTo figure it all out. Desires multiplyDown the tunnel I goDigging out - yet deeper I go The dirt beneath my nailsWrite the screams from my mindAnd alas I seeWhat echoes within me.
Reclaiming my heartMy limbs tingling from the reconnectPlugged back into the sourceMy reason for being I was lost trying to becomeBurnt from unfounded theoriesAs my heart searched for groundingAnd landed in the open air And now. Now I feel the soulGrounded in deep, rich, fertile soilA place to stand onA place to dig my feet … Continue reading Lost & Felt
I stretchedFelt the voidAnd breathed deeply It awokeAnd yearned for moreWhich I gave in ecstasy And as it was satisfiedI felt the warmth on my skinThe ground beneath my bodyAnd spread myself further MoaningWhile I questioned why I ever stepped awaySinking deeperExpanding into the earth's embrace.
Let the sun riseFog settleRelief from the weighted darknessFirst grounded footfalls Security in the silenceComfort in the release No mind to the tickingIt does not existNo time feltChill prickles untended
The night sky overheadThe chill to the airI move: To feel somethingTo punish myself I feel the lonelinessI embrace itMake friends with itBecause I fear it is all that I will ever have To cry through movementTo scream with the staccatoTo forgive myself with the curves Fearing that my own touch will be all that … Continue reading Why Tonight
As lightning strikesAnd the clouds are heavyI stand there awaiting the downpourReady to take the weightAnchoring me to the rumbling earthReady to give birthTo that awful finalityOvertaking all that exists Nothing is settledThe impending rush of simply What Is All that I can do is waitAnd scream the voice welling up inside of meAlone on … Continue reading An Echo
There is an undeniable Shift. Even among my peers, I have always been called out for being differentAnd I've tried to suppress or deny thisTo blend in I'm stepping into the open airReady to begin the journey of discovering who I really amAs I've disguised myself so well I'm beginning to think that I was … Continue reading A Coming of Age
Make me FeelMake me ExpandMake me Crave Reaching into the depthsScooping the rich earth into my handsMoist with potentialA life force for what is to come Rooting myself into the darkI grow towards an unknown lightWarm rays absorbed and reflected backBreathing in an unseen love What I could doTo fully realize all that can be … Continue reading The Dare
I didn't value my own intuition. I thought that others had an inside knowledge about my future - so I went with their vision of who they wanted me to be for them. I allowed others to fill in those answers for me.
by Rine Aylar 